Right then it shattered.

Like splintered glass

Veins cracked open.

Heartache leaked out.


Nothing is right,

In those moments of sadness.

Earthquakes are startling

All stability is questioned.


Running seemed like an option.

Pain stealing Time from Distress.

Seeing no way out,

Drowning entirely on air.


Gasping did not help

Tears would not stop the ache.

Torture became me,

Like a blushing bride, I wept.


For the sorrows,

Years of rips between us.

Piles of blanketed fears

Always sweeping under rugs.


Time is all you have, they say.

Always underestimating quicksand.

Treasure chest locked up tight.

Rapids of distress wrecking havoc.


A ship wrecked, plundered,

Splayed upon a casket shore.

It’s guts laid out for all to see,

Longing to be buried.


©Author: Jules B.🥀 2/2018



It’s Paper,
It’s Plastic,
This world…
Money is it’s Master.

It will buy you Trips,
It will buy you Toys,
Give out Broken Hearts,
Stealing all your Joy.

Tears don’t count as quarters.
Sorry’s don’t make change.
So when you want a refund,
Say the Master’s name…

$$$ MONEY $$$


©Author: Jules B.🥀 2017



I was touched by something,
I just don’t know what it was…
Like fog over a meadow
Like the need to chase a storm.

I saw forever frozen,
Captured tightly in a dream.
Desire slowly shattered us,
Leaving broken pieces lying around me.

The wind whispered,
“I know all your secrets
…shhh! Everybody talks.”
Gossip changes like the weather,
Fools break hearts
Love gets lost.

Tears felt like strangers
Falling down on my sheets.
I saw your soul,
Love expanded,
I lost my breath,
Pure fire overwhelmed me.

It almost broke me
The knowing,
… all the greatness we could be.
I was standing on a ledge
Screaming for Death to challenge me.

We were Everywhere and Nowhere
Embraced tightly in a Diem,
Demanding the whole World
Bow down on It’s knees.

Blood, Tar and Feathers
… but you truly loved me.
And I knew right then,
Nothing mattered
…Only you
…Only me

When I ask the Raven,
“What do you see?”
I did not want the answer.
I have enough sorrows torturing me.

I saw my hopes and dreams
Swallowed up by desire,
Burning on a glass sea
Now only shadows follow me.

In that moment…
I glanced over and through,
I imagined the end
All I saw was you.

This time the Raven ask me,
“What is it that you see?”
A kaleidoscope of memories
Tumbled over me.

All I could imagine was feeling forever,
Your hand in mine,
Time standing still,
Your smile in my eyes.

Right then I told the Moment,
“Stand still, Watch, You will see!”
This will be my ending,
…Only you.
…Only me.


©️Author: Jules B.🥀 1/2018



I hate this world.
I hate this place.
Everything is out of order,
It needs to be replaced.



All the goods been replaced.
All the bad’s overlooked.

Always: wrong, wrong, wrong.
Always: right, right, right.

The world will tear itself apart,
Fighting, for the right to die.

©️Author:Jules B. 12/22/17🥀



Walking through Wonderland
Alice tiptoed into Words.
They came falling down around her
Like forever,
Like she’d been here before.

Time was endless.
Time was short.
A world of contradictions
Lies wrapped in pearls.

They fit together perfectly;
Words filling empty holes.
Night slowly melted
Sweetly stealing her soul.


©️Author:Jules B. 12/20/17🥀



Through sadness I see the timeline of my heart.
A constant aching need.
Searching for love my soul’s forgotten.
A Journey of Tears.
Trials of Pain.
Moments fade away,
Time passes…
My broken heart remains.

A reminder of pieces taken,
Nothingness filled the Void.
No rewind button.
Nowhere to go.
Only forward.
The movie’s been made,
Watching only reminds me how I’ve failed,
….and over again.

It never gets easier.
Looking back seems numb. … and farther away.
Time Capsules filled with Shattered Dreams.
A Landfill consumed with Empty Promises.
Warp Zones leading Nowhere.
Running on Bend Knee.
Breaking Hollow Bones.

©️Author: Jules B. 12/12/17🥀


Shards of glass,
Burning my skin.
They won’t go away
Because I’m pushing them in.

Barbed wire…
Wrapped around my heart.
It keeps getting tighter
Because I’m pulling it hard.

Nails through my fingers.
Spikes pierce my feet.
Now all I need is a dagger,
To truly feel complete.

©10/27/17 Jules B.🥀


Nothing was there.

Like ghost whispers,

Like soft tangled hair,

Nightmares with no ending.

Tunnels with no light.

Chasing fog

….it runs away every time.


A train filled with memories,

Blowing steam inside your brain.

A car overheated,

Rotting in the rain.

It’s sounds you remember…

That evaporate in thin air.

A noiseless vacuum, that inhales everything  there.


It’s all your joys and pain,  bundled by the fire,

Slowly burning to death is a pyre of silence.


©️Author: Jules B. 11/18/17🥀



I waited for words that never arrived.

I tried.

I cried about it.

Only darkness came.


Never a happy thought.

No tulips bloomed here.

No gardens of song and dance.

No aether.


Angels wept by my side with broken wings.

Ivy tightened around the Iron.

I tore at my heart.

Blossoms crumbled out.


Like a cold fist.

My gut twisted in pain.

I only knew walls.

Concrete was solid.


The water flowed through icy and dry.

The wind washed away joy.

Dust layered my tongue.

Nothing was left.


My pen clawed paper.

Turpentine flowed out.

Like murky swamp water,

Breathing drowned me.


Following no rhythm, no path, no care,

The scraping sound was familiar.

Haunting melodies gave life to words,

That never arrived.


©Jules B.🥀 11/3/2017

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